The Hell Inside My Head

The Hell Inside My Head

It's a constant buzz,
Like a swarm of angry bees,
And I can't pick through the fuzz,
Pick myself up off my knees.

A shouting match inside my head,
Between my heart and brain,
And I'm lying in my own deathbed,
While tears fall down like rain.

I'm caught up in a constant war,
And I don't know where to turn.
I'm dreading what they have in store,
The voices set my thoughts to burn.

There's a hell inside my head,
Searing my mind, sucking me dry,
Filling me with constant dread,
Draining my will to try.

Thoughts, pictures, sounds words,
Flying to fast, can't sort them out.
Fluttering around like little birds,
Lying here in doubt.